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APRIL 21ST,1995 A GERMAN SPITZ PUPPY WAS BORN IN ONE MY FRIEND’S PLACE IN BALLYGUNGE,ALONG WITH 6 OTHER PUPPIES…THIS ONE WAS THE LAST ONE TO BE BORN…THERE WAS SOMETHING SPECIAL IN HIM,THAT I CAN’T EXPLAIN,THAT MADE ME REQUEST MY FRIEND’S PA,TO GIVE IT TO ME,KNOWING VERY WELL THAT MY MA WILL BE VERY VERY ANGRY…SO WILL MY PA!!
I GOT OWNERSHIP OF THAT PUPPY ON MAY 8TH AND BROUGHT IT HOME,HIDING HIM FROM MY PARENTS…BUT NOT FOR LONG…
WHEN I WAS CAUGHT THAT VERY DAY,I WAS ASKED TO RETURN HIM BUT I DID PUT MY FOOT DOWN AND EXPLAINED THAT HE WAS A HARMLESS,SMALL,CUTE LITTLE COTTONBALL WHICH WOULD BE GREAT FUN AND A COMPANION TOO.
MY PARENTS WENT QUIET FOR A WHILE AND AS DAYS PASSED BY “THEY” BECAME MORE FOND OF “BUBBLES”..HIS REGISTERED NAME..A.K.A.“BURAI” AS I CALLED HIM LOVINGLY..WITH MY PARENTS CALLING HIM ALL SORTS OF POSSIBLE PERMUTATION AND COMBINATION WHICH SUITED THEIR PAMPERING MOOD.
NOW MIND YOU, KEEPING A PET IS FUN BUT NOT FOR LONG!!WHEN THE TIME COMES TO TAKE ITS RESPONSIBILTIES,AS OF ANOTHER HOUSE MEMBER AND DOING ITS DAILY CHORES,,IT BECOMES DEMANDING.
AS BURAI GREW OLDER HE DEVELOPED A SPECIAL FASCINATION FOR MY MA..FOR MANGOES..FOR BANANAS…FOR HILSA AND FOR CHICKEN.HE WAS A BIG PROBLEM WHEN GUESTS TURNED UP OR WHEN THE TELEPHONE RANG…HE WOULD JUST BARK TILL HIS TONSILS COULD BE SEEN….HE WAS SOMEONE WHO WAS VERY VERY FOND OF EATING…PLAYING WITH PLASTIC BALLS AND WITH SUNRAYS!!
SOON HE DEVELOPED A RATHER WORRYING HABIT OF BITING.....EVEN ME,PA AND MA…WHEN HE VERY FOOLISHLY THOUGHT THAT WE HAD STEPPED ON HIS TAIL’S FRACTION PURPOSLY OR WHEN HE WOULD FEEL CHALLENGED THAT MAY BE HIS FOOD WOULD BE SHARED AMONG US!!WE DISCUSSED OF GIVING HIM AWAY,THOUGH HE HAD BEEN GIVEN HIS REGULAR DOSES OF ANTI RABBIES INJECTIONS.BUT IT WAS NOT TO BE…..WE JUST COULDN’T GIVE HIM AWAY AS WE WERE TOO FOND OF HIM BY THAT TIME AND WERE READY TO EXCUSE HIS INNOCENT MISTAKES..HE JUST DIDN’T KNOW THAT IT HURT WHEN HE BIT…THE VERY NEXT MOMENT HE WOULD CURL UP BESIDE US AND LICK US….SOMEHOW THAT MELTED THE CRIME IF HE HAD DONE ANY!!
ACTUALLY WE ALL AGREED THAT BITES FROM HUMANBEINGS ARE EVEN MORE POISONOUS AND REVENGEFUL WITH AN INTENT TO INFECT AND KILL…BUT HE WAS JUST AN INNOCENT DOG…OUR BURAI…SO WE KEPT ON LOVING HIM…FOR EVER.
7TH DECEMBER,2008..AFTER THE LAST BATH ,BEFORE THE WINTER CHILL REALLY CAME,BURAI FELL SICK..HE WAS CONSULTED WITH A DOCTOR AND MEDICATED….HE STOPPED EATING..EVEN BANANAS.. MANGOES.. HILSA.. CHICKEN.. EVERYTHING..HE STOPPED WALKING…ME,MA AND PA FED HIM MILK,WITH BOURNVITA,COMPLAN AND HIS TABLETS POWDERED AND MIXED WITH THEM ALONG SIDE WATER, WITH A DROPPER..DAY AFTER DAY…BUT HE WAS DETERIORATING…ONLY LOOKING AT US WITH THOSE SAD EYES…DOCTOR WAS CONSULTED AGAIN…BUT EVEN THE VET. DIDN’T FIND ANY HOPE…!
AFTER THAT BURAI USED TO CRY THE WHOLE NIGHT..MAY BE IN PAIN OR MAY BE IN SADNESS…I USED TO BE AWAKE ALL NIGHT,EVEN AFTER MY SHOOT,GIVING A REST TO MY PARENTS WHO WERE LOOKING AFTER HIM ALL DAY.IT WAS AS IF I WAS TRYING TO SING A LULLABY TO A BABY..PATTING HIM SO THAT HE MAY FALL ASLEEP..WHEN HE DID STOP CRYING AND I SLOWLY SLIPPED TO MY BED…HE WOULD START CRYING AGAIN…NOW "WE" WERE FALLING SICK…DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO..
24TH DECEMBER..WITH THE SAME ROUTINE..I WAS TO SHOOT FROM EARLY MORNING ON THE NEXT DAY, THE CHRISTMAS DAY.. 25TH DECEMBER .…WITHOUT AN IOTA OF SLEEP,I GOT UP AND STARTED GETTING READY FOR MY SHOOT, AROUND 530AM,WHEN MA ENTERED MY ROOM AND ASKED ME TO SHIFT BURAI TO THEIR BEDROOM.I PICKED HIM UP IN MY LAP..HE LOOKED AT MA AS IF HE WAS TELLING "MA WHERE WERE YOU ALL THIS TIME?"!! AS MA WAS AFFECTIONATELY LAYING HER HANDS ON HIS HEAD…I SUDDENLY FELT HIS HEAD JUST HUNG OVER…PA FELT FOR HIS HEARTBEAT WITH HIS STETHOSCOPE BUT FOUND NONE…BURAI HAD DIED…AFTER LIVING EVERY MOMENT WITH US FOR 14YEARS..ON THE CHRISTMAS DAY!!I HAD TO BURY HIM AND THEN REPORT TO MY SHOOT..AT 8AM!!THE BURIAL GROUND WAS FAR..IT WAS A FOGGY.. CHILLY MORNING..A PERFECT DAY TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS..AND HERE I WAS, DRIVING BURAI TO THE BURIAL GROUND WITH HIM LOOKING AT ME ALL THE WHILE,EVEN AS HIS DEAD BODY WAS FASTENED WITH THE SEATBELT, BESIDE ME…I HAD BROUGHT HIM HOME 14YEARS AGO, WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING, WRAPPED IN A BLANKET,IN MY LAP..AND I BURIED HIM QUITE THE SAME….I MISS YOU……….BRO!!
AUGUST3RD 2003,A LABRADOR PUPPY WAS BROUGHT IN MY COUSIN’S HOME,WHICH IS VERY MUCH MY HOME TOO…LIVING NEARBY.WE ALL NAMED HIM “RAHULBABA” AT FIRST,BUT VERY SOON WE REALIZED THAT WE HAD A REALLY CLOSE RELATIVE BY THAT NAME..SO WE BAPTIZED HIM TO “GUDDU”..I LOVINGLY CALLED HIM “GUDDUPUDDU /GUDDIBABA/ GUDLUPUDLU AND GOD KNOWS WHAT NOT!!HERE WAS THE MOST ADORABLE PUPPY WITH A HUGE APETITE FOR EVERYTHING..THOSE WHO HAVE SEEN THE FILM “MARLEY AND ME” WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!BUT HE WAS JUST AN ANGEL…INSPITE OF HIS SIZE AND GIRTH AS HE GREW..HE EASILY BECAME THE MOST LOVABLE LIVING THING IN THE WHOLE NEIGHBOURHOOD!!EVEN WHEN HE HAD STROLLED OFF TO DISCOVER THE WORLD AND GOT LOST,HE WAS RECOGNIZED AND RETURNED BACK SAFELY….HE HAD A PENCHANT FOR BISCUITS..FOR BREAD…FOR CHICKEN…..FOR ALMOST EVERYTHING TO BE SAFELY TUCKED IN HIS MOUTH..ANOTHER THING HE COULD GIVE HIS HEART FOR WAS A MASSAGE AND A LLLLLOT OF CUDDLE….HE WOULD JUST ATTACK ME…STAMP(EDE) ME…LIE OVER ME..LICK ME WET..PULL MY CLOTHES…JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT I DO CUDDLE HIM AND MASSAGE HIM AND TAKE HIM CLOSE TO ME AND HUG HIM AND KISS HIM……FEED HIM…GIVE HIM WATER TO DRINK…HE WAS MY CHOCOPIE….I WOULD TALK WITH HIM..UTTER NONSENSE AT TIMES…SENSE AT TIMES..HE WOULD JUST LISTEN AS IF HE WAS CONSIDERING AN ADVICE…HE WAS A LAZY BUM..JUST WOULDN’T RUN..TRIED TO TAKE HIM UP ON THE TREADMILL BUT HE THOUGHT THAT IT WAS SOME ENEMY OF HIS, WHO WAS TRYING TO MAKE HIM RUN AGAINST HIS WILL AND HENCE BARKED AND BIT AGAINST THE JOGGER WITH A VENGEANCE!!HIS EYES SHOWERED LOVE AND AFFECTION…NO ONE COULD HELP BUT FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM….EVEN THE STAUNCHEST CANINE HATER…WOULD EVENTUALLY FALL FOR HIS CHARM AND INNOCENCE…!
I WOULD WONDER AT TIMES..HOW LUCKY GUDDU IS!!WHAT A BIRTH…!DEVOID OF ANY COMPLICATION..OF ANY NEGATIVITY..OR ANY SELFISH WANTS…..ALL HE WANTED WAS HIS FAVOURITE FOOD AND LOVE AND HE WOULD GIVE ME BACK HIS WARMTH…A WARMTH THAT NO HUMANBEING WOULD OR CAN EVER GENERATE.. UNCONDITIONAL ..LINEAR !!
HE HAD FALLEN TERRIBLY SICK AFTER ENGULFING FERTILIZER IN MERRIMENT, IN 2007…HE WAS SAVED BY THE DOCTOR’S TREATMENT THEN, BUT SOMETHING WENT AMISS INSIDE ,AS SIDE EFFECTS LIKE SEPTICS ON SKIN,HIGH FEVER AT TIMES ETC. PERSISTED..BUT NEVERTHELESS HE WAS EVER SO LIVELY…HE WAS GENERALLY A HEALTHY DOG….!!
BUT 21ST JULY 2009,HE SUDDENLY STOPPED EATING …VOMMITTED WITH THE MOST PUNGENT SMELL,WHICH CARRIED SOME BLOOD TOO…DOCTOR WAS CALLED..HE INSPECTED HIGH FEVER,GAVE HIM 4 INJECTIONS..BUT ACTUAL REASONS OF HIS STRANGE,SUDDEN SICKNESS COULDN’T BE DIAGNOSED…TILL SOME TESTS WERE TO BE DONE THE NEXT DAY.HE DIDN’T GET UP THAT NIGHT..!
22ND JULY 2009,7AM,HE WAS SEEN TO BE AS IF IN A SEVERE SHOCK AND HE COLLAPSED…HE DIED…DIED EVEN BEFORE WE COULD ALL UNDERSTAND WHY HE DIED!!
TODAY HE LIES BESIDE BURAI IN THE SAME BURIAL GROUND..PERHAPS THEIR SPIRITS CHATTING UP IN HEAVEN AND WATCHING HOW MUCH WE ALL MISS THEM….BUT FRANKLY,THOUGH I WAS VERY VERY SAD WHEN BURAI PASSED AWAY, STRANGELY I DIDN’T SHED A TEAR..PERHAPS BECAUSE HE WAS SUFFERING VERY BADLY FOR 3 WEEKS AND WE HAD SEEN HIM DEGENERATE INFRONT OF OUR EYES AND KNEW THAT HE WAS OLD..VERY OLD AND MAY BE WE ALL PRAYED TO GOD THAT HE MAY GRANT BURAI A REPRIEVE FROM HIS SUFFERINGS..MAY BE I JUST ACKNOWLEDGED HIS DEATH WITH PRACTICALITY…BUT IN CASE OF GUDDU WHO WAS A YOUNG SOUL..FULL OF LIFE,LOVE AND ENERGY..MY TEARS KNEW NO BOUNDS…JUST COULDN’T TAKE IT UP IN MY SYSTEM THAT GUDDU IS NO MORE….EVEN AT THIS MOMENT I FEEL HE WILL SUDDENLY ATTACK ME AND JUST PIN ME DOWN AND LICK ME AND BEG ME TO GIVE HIM A BISCUIT OR SOMETHING….I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE THAT GUDDU IS NOT THERE ANYMORE …
BUT ONE CAN’T AVOID THE TRUTH…THE ETERNAL TRUTH OF LIFE AND DEATH…BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GUDLUPUDLU…I WILL SURELY MEET YOU UP THERE..SOMEDAY!!
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MY DEAREST MJ,<script data-ad-client="ca-pub-7793499699554504" async src="https://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/js/adsbygoogle.js"></script>
AS I WAS WATCHING YOUR CONCERT IN BUCHAREST IN 92’ TONIGHT I COULDN’T HOLD BACK MY TEARS!! I REALLY STILL DIDN’T WANT TO BELIEVE TILL DATE, THAT YOU ARE NOT THERE, UNTILL SUDDENLY AFTER SEEING THE WHOLE CONCERT AND LISTENING TO ALL THOSE MEMORABLE SONGS TONIGHT, WHICH BROUGHT BACK SO SO SO MANY CHILDHOOD MEMORIES,I REALISED THAT THERE WILL BE NO SUCH PERFORMER AGAIN TO ROCK THE DIAS LIKE YOU DO,ANYWHERE IN THIS UNIVERSE,EVVVVER!!…I CRIED…HIDING MY FACE FROM MY FOLKS…A STRANGE SADNESS GRIPPED MY HEART…I CRIED INCESSANTLY …..MAKING SURE NOT TO MAKE ANY NOISE…MY DOG LOOKED AT ME WITH A CONFUSED LOOK…CAME TO ME AND LICKED MY CHEEK,AS IF HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME “DON’T CRY BRO…GOD TOOK HIM TO LESSEN HIS SUFFERING AND MAKE HIM IMMORTAL….HE JUST CAN’T DIE”!!
MY DEAREST MJ,
I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS IN CLASS IV AND AS I WAS WATCHING A FAVOURITE PROGRAMME OF MINE IN DELHI DOORDARSHAN ON A FRIDAY CALLED “THE WORLD THIS WEEK” HOSTED BY A CERTAIN GENTLEMAN NAMED “MR.PRONNOY ROY”,THE LAST SEGMENT WAS ENTERTAINMENT AND HAD A VIDEO CLIP OF A SONG CALLED “BAD” WITH YOU DANCING IN A GARAGE WITH MUSIC AND MOVES THAT SHOOK ME!! NEXT MONDAY WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL AND DISCUSSED IT WITH MY FRIENDS,THEY SEEMED TO KNOW IT ALL!! THEY, BEING PREDOMINANTLY FROM A CHRISTIAN BACKGROUND,EVEN DESCRIBED YOUR PREVIOUS ALBUMS “THRILLER”,”OFF THE WALL”, “BEN”, “GOT TO BE THERE”, “MUSIC AND ME” ETC. THEY EVEN SANG THE SONGS FROM THEM AND SHOWED THE DANCE MOVES IN THE GRAVEYARD FROM “THRILLER”!! MY CURIOSITY KNEW NO BOUNDS.I WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE AND NARRATED THE WHOLE INCIDENT TO MY MA AND LATER TO MY PA!!MY HOUSE BEING A STRICTLY MIDDLE-CLASS BENGALI ONE WITH CONSERVATIVE VALUES TOOK MY CURIOSITY AS A BLASPHEMY AND ASKED ME TO TAKE MORE INTEREST IN STUDIES,RATHER THAN THESE “USSRINKHOL”(LEWD) WESTERN SONGS!!MY MA THOUGHT THAT DISASTER WAS IMMINENT AND BLAMED MY PA TO ADMIT ME IN A MISSIONARY SCHOOL WHERE ALL THAT WAS TAUGHT WAS ALL “THIS” AND WHERE BOYS WITH WESTERN BACKGROUND WOULD TEACH ME NOTHING CONSTRUCTIVE BUT ALL “THIS”!! BUT SOMEHOW EVEN ALL OF 9 YEARS AS I WAS THEN, I WAS A REBEL.I DON’T KNOW HOW I GOT ALL THAT STRENGTH TO CRY GALLONS AND STARVE MYSELF IF PA WOULDN’T BUY ME A CASSETTE OF “BAD”,WHICH ALMOST ALL MY FRIENDS HAD BY THAT TIME AND I WAS TOO PRESTIGE CONSCIOUS TO REQUEST ANYONE TO LEND ME A COPY!! WELL…. AFTER SOMEDAYS,SEEING THEIR ONLY CHILD SO DESPERATELY CRAVING FOR SOMETHING,MADE THEM CURIOUS TOO AND ON MY BIRTHDAY I GOT THIS GIFT WRAPPED CASSETTE OF A DIFFERENT DESIGN FROM CBS,COSTING RS45(WHICH MY MA THOUGHT WAS A FORTUNE),WITH YOU POSING…CALLED “BAD”….I WASN’T SO HAPPY EVER IN MY LIFE AGAIN!!I THOUGHT I HAVE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE…..AND THUS STARTED MY JOURNEY WITH YOU…PLAYING ALL THE SONGS AGAIN AND AGAIN…SOMETIMES IN FULL VOLUME WHEN NO ONE WOULD BE THERE AT HOME..MEMORISE THEM AND DANCE AS IF I HAD NO WORRIES IN LIFE!!I BECAME A HERO AMONG MY NON-BENGALI FRIENDS WHERE I WOULD ENTERTAIN THEM WITH ALL THESE SONGS OF YOURS,PERFORM ON TEACHER’S DAY OR SCHOOL FEST!!YOUR’S WAS THE FIRST EVER ENGLISH ALBUM I INHERITED, OF THE PRESENT HUGE COLLECTION THAT I HAVE!!MANY OF MY CASSETTES HAVE BEEN DESTROYED BY FUNGUS BUT ALL YOUR ALBUMS ARE ALMOST INTACT ,WHICH I TRIED TO SAVE AS BEST AS POSSIBLE,THOUGH I BOUGHT CD BACK UPS LATER!!
DEAREST MJ,
I REMEMBER THIS SONG “LIBERIAN GIRL” WHICH I SANG LIKE NO ONE COULD,IN A COMPETITION AND WON MANY HEARTS INCLUDING SOMEONE SPECIAL…SOMEONE CALLED “SANJANA SANGHVI” WHOM I DID MEET JUST FOR THAT ONE EVENING…THOSE WERE THE DAYS WHERE WE COULDN’T BE EQUIPPED WITH CELL PHONES TO STORE CONTACTS…I LOST HER IN THE CROWD BEFORE EVEN GETTING TO WRITE DOWN HER LANDLINE NUMBER!!! BUT MANY OF MY OWN COMPOSITIONS WERE INSPIRED BY HER…WHICH I WILL RELEASE FOR SURE IN FUTURE…..MAY BE SHE WILL GET TO LISTEN TO IT AND LIKE IT(EVEN IF THEY ARE IN BENGALI)AS SHE LIKED IT THAT EVENING….MAY BE SHE WILL GET BACK TO ME….MAY BE…BUT IT WAS AND WILL BE ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!
DEAREST MJ,
DEAREST MJ,
I FOLLOWED YOUR UPS AND DOWNS FROM 1987 TILL 2009 VERY CLOSELY,SINCE I GOT ADDICTED TO YOU.I KEPT ON HEARING AND READING STRANGE THINGS ABOUT YOU,COMMENTS FROM ABSOLUTE IMBECILES,NOT KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT MUSIC,NOT KNOWING HOW TO RESPECT AN ARTIST,SEEING YOUR INSULT IN PUBLIC AND THINKING FROM AN ARTIST’S POINT OF VIEW,OF WHAT YOU MUST BE GOING THROUGH MENTALLY….I MUST SAY THAT THERE WAS A PREMONITION OF SUCH A CALAMITY IN MY MIND AS FAR AS YOUR MENTAL AND PHYSICAL STATE WAS CONCERNED!!THOUGH THESE PARASITES WERE LESS IN NUMBER COMPARED TO ALL THOSE GAZZZILIONS WHO LOVED YOU HERE OR IN ANY OTHER PLANET,STILL THERE WAS SOMETHNG ILL-FATED IN YOUR NATAL CHARTS THAT MADE THESE SCUMBAGS “SEEMINGLY” ALL POWERFUL!!BUT LITTLE THAT THEY REALIZED… YOU, BEING SO CLOSE TO GOD, WOULD TEACH “THEM” A LESSON INSTEAD,BY JUST VANISHING PHYSICALLY FROM EARTH,LEAVING THESE SINNERS, ALIVE, TO DEAL WITH THEIR LIES,TO LIVE WITH THEIR DECEIT,WITH THEIR BREACH OF TRUST,WITH THEIR “HARD EARNED” MILLIONS FROM YOUR BANK ACCOUNTS…THE REST OF THEIR GOD DAMN LIVES!!MAY GOD KEEP THEM ALIVE AND MAKE THEM INSOMNIACS AND MAKE THEM MENTALLY DERANGED AND GIVE THEM ALL KINDS OF PAIN AND HARDSHIPS MULTIPLIED BY INFINITY, WHICH THEY HAVE INFLICTED ON YOU!! FOR ME YOUR PERSONAL LIFE COMES AFTER YOUR WORK…YOUR IMMORTAL WORK OF ART….SO I WILL LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE KEEPING “THEM” CLOSE TO MY HEART..YOU WILL BE THERE WITH ME FOREVER…!!
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DEEAREST MJ,
MAY BE NOW,HEAVENLY AS YOU ARE,YOU WILL TAKE NOTICE THAT THIS MAN ,WHO WAS ONCE A BOY, YOUR ARDENT FAN, WHO IS TRYING TO MAKE A MARK IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY IN HIS OWN WAY,FIGHTING HIS OWN BATTLE IN THIS PART OF THE WORLD,NEEDS YOUR BLESSINGS…….PLEASE COME IN MY DREAMS ATLEAST ONCE..I WANT TO SHAKE HANDS WITH YOU….”I WANNA ROCK WITH YOU..ALL NIGHT”!!!!!!!