MY ADDA WITH KANISHKA

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AS TRISHA ,MY DEAR FRIEND FROM ORKUT,HAD ASKED ME TO MEET KANISHKA,DURING THIS PERIOD IN HIS LIFE,FILLED WITH TURMOIL AND WRITE ABOUT HIM,SO DID I! GOT AN APPOINTMENT WITH HIM,AFTER A LOT OF CAJOLING.HE SPECIFICALLY ASKED ME TO BE ON TIME,OTHERWISE THAT MIGHT IRRITATE HIM EVEN MORE! .....WAS ON TIME.HIS PARENTS WERE NOT THERE.RAIMA,HIS WIFE, ASKED ME TO WAIT IN THEIR SPACIOUS AND WELL DECORATED DRAWING ROOM,ON THE NORTHERN SIDE OF THEIR 2025 SQ.FT. APARTMENT,FILLED WITH SIGNS OF PROSPERITY ALL AROUND!!!QUITE IRONICAL,TAKING INTO CONSIDERATION,KANISHKA'S PRESENT JOBLESS FIASCO! AFTER 5 MINS,IN CAME KANISHKA,PRIM AND PROPER BUT,A BIT RESTLESS,A BIT IRRITATED,SENSING THAT I MIGHT IMPART UNWANTED ADVICE ON HOW HE SHOULD ACT IN THIS CHAOTIC SITUATION.I ASSURED HIM THAT IT WILL BE NOTHING BUT A PLAIN ADDA BETWEEN TWO VERY CLOSE ENTITIES AT HEART. HERE ARE THE EXCERPTS FROM THAT ADDA,WHICH HE HAS PERMITTED TO BE REPRODUCED IN MY BLOG: ME- SO?HOW IS LIFE? K- LIFE AT THIS MOMENT,IS AS INTRICATE AS A JALEBI YET TO BE DIPPED IN THE SYRUP! ME- BUT IT IS YOU WHO IS TO BE BLAMED FOR NOT TAKING A DIP IN THE SYRUP AND MAKE THE JALEBI SWEET AND EDIBLE! K- FOR ME THE RIGHT CONCENTRATION OF THE SUGARFREE SYRUP MATTERS A LOT.I JUST CANNOT LET MY LIFE, TAKE A DIP,JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT....JUST TO MAKE IT USELESSLY SWEET..I HAVE MY PRIORITIES! ME- AND WHAT ARE THEY? K- MY EDUCATION,EXPERIENCE,GOODWILL,PRAISEWORTHY WORK RECORD,MY DESIGNATION,MY PRINCIPLES! ME- OH!BUT IN TODAY'S TIME,DO YOU THINK ANYONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT YOUR PRIORITIES?ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERYONE IS SEARCHING A SHORTCUT TO SUCCESS,CUTTING COST OVER QUALITY AND IS SATISFIED WITH JUST ABOUT OK-DOKEY EFFICIENCY?DON'T U THINK YOU ARE MAKING A MISTAKE BY NOT TAKING UP THE PRESENT JOB OFFERS...ATLEAST FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR FAMILY? K- NOT AT ALL!!WHAT I KNOW IS THAT I HAVE WORKED BLOODY HARD FOR WHATEVER I AM.I KNOW I AM BLOODY HONEST IN WHATEVER I HAVE DONE IN LIFE.I HAVEN'T TAKEN ANYONE'S FAVOUR.I HAVE LIVED EVERY BIT OF MY LIFE,AS PER MY MERITS.I HAVEN'T ATTEMPTED ANYTHING IN LIFE WHICH I CANNOT EXECUTE.....SO WHATEVER I DO WANT IN MY LIFE TO HAPPEN, SHOULD BE AND WILL HAPPEN AS PER MY EXECUTING ABILITIES,NOTHING MORE,NOTHING LESS!I HAVE STUDIED HARD ALL MY LIFE,I KNOW I AM A HARDWORKER,BETTER THAN MANY,I KNOW I CAN BE OF GREAT USE TO ANY I.T. COMPANY,IF THEY HIRE ME...SO GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON WHY I SHOULD TAKE UP SOME JOB....ANY JOB...JUST BECAUSE I AM IN A DEPRESSION,WHICH DOESN'T JUSTIFY MY MERITS..WHICH IS NOT SUITABLE FOR ME???I AM NOT CONCERNED AT THIS MOMENT WITH WHO GIVES A DAMN FOR, ME AND MY DEDICATIÖN,PUNCTUALITY,DISCIPLINE OR NOT.I KNOW PEOPLE LAUGH AT ME FOR BEING A CLEANLINESS FREAK,FOR BEING STUBBORN,FOR BEING OR TRYING TO BE PERFECT,DISCIPLINED,PUNCTUAL..I DO NOT SEE ANYTHING WRONG IN THAT.NEITHER IT IS SOMETHING TO PAT MY BACK..THIS IS HOW I AM ...TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME!! ME- BUT THIS STUBBORNESS IS TAKING A TOLL ON YOUR FAMILY LIFE...AREN'T YOU CONCERNED WITH THAT? K- YES!OF COURSE I AM!!BUT I THINK THEY KNOW ME..THEY WILL UNDERSTAND AFTER THE INITIAL SHOCK PERIOD!!I HOPE THEY WILL!!BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST TO AVOID THE SHOCK FROM MUMMA ALEAST! ME- WHAT'S YOUR TAKE ON THE CONSTANT BICKERING BETWEEN YOUR MUMMA AND YOUR WIFE?I MEAN ,WHY DON'T YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO STOP THAT?ESPECIALLY WHEN RAIMA SHARES A GREAT RAPPORT WITH YOUR DAD ON THE OTHER HAND!! K- WELL SOME THINGS ARE IMMORTAL..ETERNAL...SO LET THEM BE...BUT ON A SERIOUS NOTE...I DO TRY TO STOP THEM FROM DOING THIS TOM AND JERRY DRILL,EVERY TIME THEY SEE EACH OTHER...BUT...WOMEN POWER!!YOU SEE...INDOMITABLE!!I WILL TELL YOU A SECRET..AMONG ALL THESE QUARRELS OVER ANY TRIVIAL THINGS,BETWEEN MUMMA AND RAIMA(OH!THEY RHYME TOO!!),I ENJOY BEING LOVED AND CRAVED BY BOTH!I FEEL WANTED....LIKE A PRIZED POSESSION!!BUT YES..AT TIMES THEY DO GET ON MY NERVES...I GUESS I HAVE GOT USED TO THAT...ON THE FLIPSIDE,I WILL FEEL UNNERVED...SICK MAY BE... IF A DAY PASSSES WITHOUT MUMMA AND RAIMA GOING HAMMER AND TONGS!! ME- DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THAT MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU FOR BEING THE WAY YOU ARE AND ARE CONCERNED ABOUT YOUR JOBLESS STATE? K- ARE THEY?HMMM...REALLY??I THANK THEM.I ASK FOR THEIR GOOD WISHES!ALL MY BEST WISHES FOR THEM TOO.I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME TOMORROW,GOOD OR BAD...BUT I PLAN TO STAY THIS WAY FOREVER...I MEAN THIS IS THE PERSON I AM!! EVEN AT TIMES, WHEN I FEEL I AM DEFEATED BY THIS STRANGE,UNFAIR SYSTEM OF COMPROMISE ALL AROUND, THIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WILL KEEP ME GOING...I AM SURE...NOW IF YOU PLEASE EXCUSE ME..I HAVE TO GO FOR YET ANOTHER INTERVIEW...YET ANOTHER ONE...I HAVE TO KEEP ON TRYING..SEE YOU....HAVE SOME TEA OR COFFEE BEFORE YOU LEAVE...DON'T WORRY BOBBY..I CAN STILL PROVIDE FOR A CUP OF THAT!!! HE WALKED AWAY,WITH A SMILE,WHICH I DIDN'T QUIET UNDERSTAND AND AWAY I CAME BACK TO MY HOME TO TELL THIS TO YOU ALL!!

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ABOUT KANISHKA'S ABSENCE AND COMEBACK

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THOUGH I AM OVERWHELMED BY THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND SUPPORT FROM ALL MY FRIENDS IN ORKUT,FACEBOOK AND OFFLINE, WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEE MORE OF MY CHARACTER ‘KANISHKA’ IN ‘OGO BODHU SHUNDORI’,BUT AT THIS MOMENT I AM REALLY A BIT TIRED OF ANSWERING THE SAME QUESTIONS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN SINCE AUGUST-09,LIKE “WHY ISN’T KANISHKA SHOWN MORE OFTEN?..OR…WHY DOES HE HAVE SUCH A RARE APPEARANCE?…OR….WHY DID I ACCEPT THIS ROLE IF IT WAS OF NO IMPORTANCE?..ETC ETC…..!!

FIRST THINGS FIRST….. I HAVE NOTHING IN MY HANDS WHICH CAN CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE AT THIS MOMENT…IT IS TOTALLY A DISCRETION OF THE PRODUCTION AND DIRECTORIAL TEAM,GUIDED BY THE CHANNEL, WHO DECIDE,WHICH CHARACTER OR TRACK’S GOING TO RUN….WITH OR WITHOUT THE VOTE OR SUPPORT OF THE VIEWERS!!THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THAT I CAN DO,APART FROM GIVING MY BEST SHOT OF WHATEVER OPPORTUNITIES THAT I AM GETTING TO ENACT KANISHKA…….. SECONDLY,IN A MEGASERIAL,COMPRISING OF SEVERAL STORYLINES,IT IS VERY COMMON FOR A CHARACTER OR A TRACK TO BE ECLIPSED FOR A PERIOD OF TIME ONLY TO BRING IT BACK,AGAIN.HERE ,THE MAKERS ARE THE BEST JUDGE,WITH THEIR VAST EXPERIENCE IN THIS FIELD. I DON’T KNOW, BUT THIS MAY BE A CAUSE!! BUT GENERALLY THIS HAPPENS DUE TO REASONS RANGING FROM UNPOPULARITY OF A TRACK OR AN ARTIST OR LOW TRPS OR ARTIST UNAVAILABILITY…WHICH IS NOT CLEARLY THE CASE HERE.....SO???? SO….IT’S THE SAME ANSWER YET AGAIN,IT’S TOTALLY THE CALL OF THE MAKERS WHO HAVE CREATED THE CHARACTER OR THE TRACK. I AM REALLY NOT CONCERNED OF WHO IS DOING WHAT…!!I AM SURE EVERYONE IS DOING THEIR JOBS!! WHAT I AM ALWAYS CONCERNED ABOUT, IS MY WORK…BIG OR SMALL…I TRY TO GIVE MY BEST ANYWHERE ,EVERYWHERE. WHAT I KNOW IS,I HAVE SAID “YES” TO MR.RAVI OJHA,BECAUSE I CANNOT SAY “NO” TO HIM AND BECAUSE HE HAS EXPOSED MY SPARSELY LIT CAREER TO THE LIMELIGHT, THROUGH HIS SUPERHIT 'KHELA'..... AND………… BECAUSE ‘KANISHKA’ IS A DELIGHTFUL ROLE TO PLAY…CHALLENGING…NEAR TO 'MY' HEART…… AND EVIDENTLY 'OTHER'S' TOO!! … AND BECAUSE I KNOW IT FROM THE INNER CORE OF MY HEART THAT NOTHING GOES WASTED IF YOU ARE HONEST TO YOUR EFFORTS IN LIFE…..A CLEAR EXAMPLE BEING, EVEN IF VERY FEW SCENES OF KANISHKA WERE SHOWN TILL DATE,IT HAS ALREADY STRUCK A CHORD WITH PEOPLE….TO THE EXTENT THAT, I AM BECOMING REALLY TIRED OF REASONING MY ABSENCE FROM THE SERIAL,REPEATEDLY, ONLINE AND OFFLINE TO ALL THOSE WHO MISS HIM BADLY ONSCREEN!!THAT’S ENCOURAGING!! BUT ,HERE I MUST SAY THAT VERY SOON,'KANISHKA' WILL BE BACK OR RATHER IS ALREADY BACK,WITH AN INTERESTING TURN IN HIS LIFE,WHICH I AM SURE WILL BE LIKED BY EVERYONE. THANX FOR BEING WITH ME ..ALWAYS…ACTUALLY "THANK YOU" IS A VERY SMALL WORD VIS-À-VIS THE STRENGTH YOU HAVE GIVEN ME…SOME STRANGELY FIND IT VERY FORMAL…BUT TRUELY..THAT IS MY GENUINE FEELING TO ALL THE LOVE, YOU PEOPLE HAVE SHOWN FOR 'KANISHKA'…THANX AGAIN.

KEEP WATCHING!!

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